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Travis is Out There

by Tall Travis

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1.
Rotoscope Me 03:35
Rotoscope me tell me who I am I must admit I'm not quite the blank slate that you're looking for no tabula rasa, but that's not a problem for someone as clever as you You'll take me and take you pen and draw all over me what you wanna see and babe I will let you, yes babe I will let you cuz I like how I look in your mind's eye Rotoscope me tell me who I am And I will live as the clay that you molded and shaped in your hands your greatest creation is your closest companion cuz that's the way you want it to be and even when I'm outside of your line of sight I will still be just how you want me, exactly how you want me cuz it's how I want me too uh huh Rotoscope me tell me who I am
2.
I park my car 12 minutes walk away from where I live cause I couldn’t be bothered to pay I bike down to it in the freezing cold winter Lock my bike to a pole and drive away And one time when I was returning to that spot I saw a sticker on the pole that said Raw milk is medicine And I had a chuckle, thinking “only in Vermont” But I don’t think it is And the evening casts a long shadow A long shadow I spent an hour today just dicking around Cause I couldn’t focus on anything important I get this way a lot and so I Went and asked my friend if they could help me They said “Phin you’re diagnosed with ADD So if you wanted to ask for some prescription adderall To fix what’s going on in your head They’d probably give it to you and then you’d be just fine And the evening casts a long shadow A long shadow Yeah I could probably do a little bit better If I doped myself up before I began my day But I don’t want to do that, I don’t know why It feels like cheating So while raw milk may not be medicine I grew up drinking it cause I’ve got Earthy crunchy parents And when it comes to medicine That kind of shit is more my speed And the evening casts a long shadow A long shadow
3.
Give me Back my light When you told me that you thought That it was time for us to finally say goodnight Well the seeds they now are stirring And the summer’s gentle whirring sound Is floating up from Boston As the world’s spinning around You’re to the east of me so you can see the sun before it rises o’er The friendly water tower that my Friend saw as a god when they were high There’s a simple combination Of words that you could say to let me Sleep the the night as easy As old Tommy wakes on a new day And he can do that cause he’s got A gun under his bed And sixty seven years of hardship He can laugh about instead of cry You know I have got a piece of you inside me And if you know where to find me I’ll say hi How’ve you been? It’s been a while You know things are always changing But I feel like there’s a moment Where on one side it’s the darkness And they other side’s the light And I try to pay attention so that when that moment comes I’m watching But I get distracted And I miss it every single time Sometimes I feel as though this very second is the only one I need But then I think about the things I haven’t seen I know there’s a hillbilly guitarist With tattoos on her hands And I know if I could meet her Then we’d have a fucking killer jam You know I have got a piece of you inside me And if you know where to find me I’ll say hi How’ve you been? It’s been a while
4.
well you read a lot of books by women and you like it when they smash their guitars but many girls I know have a story about a time you went too far you say you listen to women you say it til your mouth falls off you hear every word that comes out of their lips unless that word is stop and you say that god's a woman but I don't think that's true cause if she were she'd strike you down for all the shit you do you pretend to be an ally yet you treat treat these girls like dirt I really hope something gets you for all the people you hurt I hate to burst your bubble but this masquerade ends now you're a low down dirty self serving creep no better than a hound and you say that god's a woman but I don't think that's true cause if she were she'd strike you down for all the shit you do to the men out in the audience let this be a lesson to you respect all the women you come across not just the ones you want to screw and you say that god's a woman but I don't think that's true cause if she were she'd strike you down for all the shit you do
5.
Robin Snow 03:32
It was three days and three cold nights ago That pacing I looked out my window Looked my eyes to down below To where I saw a robin lying in the snow In late september you were healthy and free Flitting over fields of goldenrod in good company And I thought you’d head south to find a warmer breeze But no Now you’re robin snow Splayed out on the ground below I don’t know oh I don’t know why you didn’t leave But now it’s seventeen degrees And you and both your pretty wings are froze Farewell robin snow I wonder if you saw it coming for a while If shivering up in the branches you’re resigned or in denial But you died with your wings spread as if in flight Maybe you never gave up hope Maybe something took you in a moment of surprise It’s scary that a life can end before you realize I’ve got a list of messages typed up in case I die In my phone In case I die like robin snow Splayed out on the ground below I don’t know oh I don’t know why you didn’t leave But now it’s seventeen degrees And you and both your pretty wings are froze Farewell robin snow
6.
Well, Lopside Manor was a strange looking edifice, and no one room had a line to reflect Maybe forty years back it wasn’t quite so treacherous, but now I wouldn’t go there if you paid My poor old lady used to have nine children, but they all moved off to the US of A Her husband died and only left her with millions, i t was me and her and the rats and the roses He arrived from the mist like a vulture to a carcass, all young and suave and debonair She was old and weak and didn’t want to seem heartless, so she said he could stay just for a night Well, one turned to two turned to three turned to four and soon it seemed he’d be staying at the manor for good I kept my rectitude but it was hard to ignore, they only noticed each other, not the rats and the roses Well, late one night I heard the kitchen bell a-ringin’ And the dumbwaiter was heavier than ever before He scampered off and left the servants’ door a-swingin’ And the cops believed every lie that he swore The moon shone brighter than my lantern’s candle and the shovel seemed louder than a flintlock blast Employment can be hard but it’s nothing I can’t handle, so I left her sleeping with the rats and the roses Today he’s travelling in Spain or in Italy, the old woman’s still ‘neath the garden bed And I’m stuck here in a cell built with symmetry, and ain’t no one left but the rats and the roses
7.
Little Roxanne well she was born to a family of ten who the world did scorn they worshiped a golden eye that would save them all someday Little Roxanne wanted many things but she was married off when she was 16 away she ran, and she never looked back to that dark day Little Roxanne, rat runaway would steal the golden eye someday take it home to her family and blow everything to hell she knew they'd all fight over it and it would be their ruin she didn't know when or if she'd find it but she hoped it would be soon Little Roxanne found a pirate ship And worked aboard to earn her keep She was clever and bright and the captain saw And made her the first mate And one day while ransacking an earl Amidst all of the jade & pearls Was the fabled golden eye, she saw and she said it must be fate! Little Roxanne rat runaway, Stole the golden eye that day Took it home to her family and blew everything to hell They bickered and fought and clawed and screeched and bit each other’s tails She didn’t stay to see the cult’s destruction away, Little Roxanne sailed. Little Roxanne found a place on the shore And dedicated herself forevermore To helping girls she once was like with no place else to go And now no one knows of her pirate days, For she’s just known for her char’table ways And no one speaks of the golden eye which sank beneath the waves Little Roxanne rat runaway, Stole the golden eye that day Took it home to her family and blew everything to hell They bickered and fought and clawed and screeched and bit each other’s tails She didn’t stay to see the cult’s destruction away, Little Roxanne sailed.
8.
One day after I graduate, I’ll decide to see the world, so I’ll tear all my ID up, and burn all of my money Then I’ll drive into the sunset like some twisted modern cowboy, leaving nothing there behind me, and taking nothing with me I’ll be travelling by boxcar to see the sights I wanna see, like Arizona or some bullshit, maybe the Florida Keys And I’ll be not paying attention to the people who deserve this more than me, ‘cause it’s America, goddamn land of the free Thirty to fifty feral hogs, go hunting late at night, but you see; I know they’ll never, ever catch me ‘cause I’ll be living, in a small town in New Hampshire, and I’ll be working at a bakery, but only on the weekends Just enough to earn store credit, to get my weekly meals, which I’ll then take back to my campsite, in an empty farmer’s field And every Saturday I’ll walk to town, past a kind old lady on the corner with a smile, and a shopping cart of garbage bags She used to rent a small apartment, ‘til she got evicted, ‘cause her doctor gave her painkillers, and let her get addicted Thirty to fifty feral hogs, go hunting late at night, but you see; I know they’ll never, ever catch me If I don’t die in a magic bus in rural Alaska, then I’ll die inside a dumpster, in Omaha Nebraska Not a trail that goes to nowhere, but the parking of CVS, by the traffic cones and streetlights, and a homeless man who says My body is a temple, that’s what they always tell me, but I’m a Spanish colonizer, in the early fifteen hundreds in Central America, a lone conquistador, could the metaphor be any more, obvious than that And I’ll be living off of food scraps, from all the local restaurants, that they guard with submachine guns, that I’ll fight past with my poorly trained Army of raccoons, beneath the rising moon, until they finally rip my face off and at long last I’ll stop singing these tunes
9.
The lyrics say "she hopes I'm cursed to loneliness forever" but it's less like it's her wish than like she's forecasting the weather You don't wish me ill, or anything but your words predict the same a cloudy sky until I die still singing your name But I'm alright, I'm ok only a fool wouldn't come with a plan I've got to get out of this town tomorrow tonight if I can Cause no matter what these people do no matter if I can't have you I can run til the blood beats hot in my veins and the cold in the air doesn't bring me pain anymore You say you're sorry but you shouldn't be cause I can write nine more passionate melodies and I've got some fucking badass friends still looking out for me In fact let's stop right now and dedicate this song to them I've written songs about strangers but it's my friends I depend on to get me through the times when I feel like I'm fucked and I'll never see the sun again They know that I'm alright, I'm ok and none of us even have a plan and the scariest part of growing up is seeing we never will Even though I don't know what's true Even though I can't have you I can run til the blood beats hot in my veins and the cold in the air doesn't bring me pain anymore On days like these I'm tempted to throw away every song I've wrote about love a thousand dorky rhymes about being your guy and something about the stars above I wonder how Francis had the strength to keep singing what life was about even when he kept sinking into romantic fatigue, that familiar abyss of the vague idea of a person you miss I've still got miles to travel today and the sky is so black and the road is so gray and I've got that strange gloomy feeling and it's poignant and gross but it the strangest of ways you were there when I needed you most yeah I can still sing that life's about love even though I haven't got a hand to hold cause I can look out at the city and the trees and the people and love it all my whole life long my whole life long So you can drink to this, El, if you feel like you can whether you sit on the floor or you're taking a stand but I've got to find a way to work with my hands Cause I wish you the best but I wrote this song for me

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released September 15, 2021

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